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| Monday, June 26th, 2006 | | 9:04 pm |
Summer Summer Summer
Sweet summer time! I’m sitting here on my parents’ very large…and very full front porch watching the sun start to go down. It has been wonderfully hot for the last few days, and actually feels like summer!! I have Kenny Chesney songs running through my head, cause I went to his concert on Saturday. It can’t get much better than this! Oh, and I started a new job today, working for a large contractor here in Vancouver. And I have my dog for the next two weeks! This really might be me pointing out all the wonderful things right now because I’m staying w my parents while I have my dog here, and my mom is a crazy loon! This will be a long two weeks…but as long as the weather stays like this, maybe a lil cooler, I’ll be good! I think I should stop here and finish my beer and just enjoy this beauty! | | Monday, June 19th, 2006 | | 10:30 am |
| | Monday, June 12th, 2006 | | 10:51 pm |
Photos
Hey yall Ive started using flickr.com as my photo book...so check it out! my member name is cage58_69 Life is good down here...busy but good. I work alot, and dont play as much as I would like, but have been hanging out with family a lot and thats a good thing. I didnt realize how much Ive missed my dad till i got back here, and I feel like a lil girl again. I hang out with him more than anyone here. He wasnt always the best dad growing up, but hes changed alot and i adore him that much more now. I am the ultimate daddys lil girl! Cept now im 27. | | Thursday, May 18th, 2006 | | 10:13 pm |
So here it is hot summer fun times, and all Im doing is working! Though this is paybacks for like 2 years of not working all the time…so Im alright with it. I am playing this weekend…there are a ton of fun things happening here in Vancouver and I plan on going to all of them, even if it kills me! My work stress has dropped like 20 notches, as we completed 3 jobs today that have been going on for WAY too long. I only put in 7 hours today. For the most part the last few weeks have been 10 hours + days. Its all good though..keeps me out of trouble. Last weekend that didn’t work so well, but a girls got to have fun sometime. I learned how Portlanders go clubbing, and its way different than in Seattle…or at lest the crowd I hang out with. They don’t dance all night here…when at a dance club. Im sure I’ll catch on. It was good to get out and see people and be around some really old friends! Ok, I believe Ive rambled enough now. How random. | | Thursday, March 2nd, 2006 | | 11:02 pm |
Is it bad to hate?
I have been ignoring my mother and her hatefull ways this week while helping w my sister in laws new baby and my 4 year old neice, but tonight I blew my lid. Which sucks cause thats the control shes looking for but I couldnt stand it any longer. she knows nothing about me, everything she thinkis she knows are assumed inaccurate facts. And instead of asking me what the facts are she assumes that her shit is right, when its so far off base its not funny. And not just with me, but everyone! I made the huge mistake of asking her for help with a bill, and she went off on a tirade about how I waste my money on everything else and should spend it on my bills and not other things. didnt ask me if thats what happend, or if there might be an area where I could cut back, but flat out told me I waste my money, now my mom hasnt known a thing about me I think since I came out, she pretty much stopped caring about me, but before that she knew very well what a saver I am/was and how I would always manage to make things work. I have hit some tough times in the last few months and one bill has gotten behind, my cell phone, which I have my g'ma on the account to...anyway...the reasson I pissed and stormed out of my parents house is because there is no healty communication in this family. none! nada! zip! I have spent the last 3 years that I have finally moved out of the same area of my family working on how to be a communicator, and then to come back to this crap~it physicly makes me sick when I come down here! Boy, I wounder if there is a size limit on this thing? K so my mother is crazy and mean to me and just a bitch to alot of people, but hides it well...she forgot her camera at the hospital and asked me if i knew where it was, yeah its up in the room, oh shit i needed it it...oh...k bye...nothing more, didnt aske me to get it, bring it nothing, then today, did you get my camera? no you didnt ask me to, well i pracitly did when i asked you about it last night. No, really you didnt, well you should have brought it when i asked where it was, you knew I wanted it. Yes I did know that, but you never asked me to bring it so why would I know you wertn getting it yourself? Inderect assumptions! And again tonight! I brought my neice to build a bear for a special "annie katy" and Em time, and we ended up getting 3 bears, on for each of us and for her brother. I told my mom about it and how much fun we had etc etc. So tonight when I asked her about the bill, and she goes off on how I waste my money, I explained almost doller for doller where my money goes, and she says "what about the 3 bears you bought today?" i Said "what about them?" "you bought those, no wonder you dont have money for the bill" Oh, I did? Gosh I didnt know that! Thanks for telling me that, cause guess what, I didnt. So I asked her to instead of assume she knows something to ask, so she goes "did you?" "did I what" "you know what I mean!" "if you want an answer i would request that you ask a question" "ok, did you?" "again, did I what?" at this point I feel like im talking to a 2 year old, because really, when you communicate w an adult, usually, and have a valid request, its not that hard to work w that persons request, and of course I knew what she meant, but I wanted her for once to ask me a feaking question, the proper, did you do "blank" way. but she wouldnt. more things were said and at this point i was so hurt and pissed that my own mother wouldnt freaking grow the F up and act like she cared one ounce for her daughter (me) that I just lost it. Then she said some shit about the camrera again, how I knew she wanted it and I just couldnt do what she wanted, no really what it is is Ive been taking care of a 4 year old who is in a wheelchair for 4 days and Im freaking exausted and dont have time for your stupid ass games. so needless to say she didnt help me with the bill, which is a horrible sore spot, because my g'ma is half that bill, and g'ma cant pay it herself to me because my controll freak mother contols her money! ARRRRRGGGGGGG Current Mood:  angry | | Sunday, January 8th, 2006 | | 8:21 pm |
| | 2:10 pm |
yeah this sucks!
so I dont know who all I told about this great job that I started last week, but, well I dont have it anymore. The details are still blurry to me, but Im meeting with them on Monday to figure it out. Thigs were going great in my mind, had worked three days and got my work van on Friday, then Friday at like 5:30 while Im shopping for dinner my manager calls and says "this isnt going to work out" and that she was going to come pick up the van in like 20 mins. While Im standing on the soup isle of QFC. Basiclly the guy I was working with that week said I dont know what Im doing, which is bunk! So on Monday Im going to get to the bottom of this, at first I wanted to figure out a way to work there still, but the more I think about it the less I want that, because I dont want to work for a place thats not going to get the full picture before making any decisions. There was no, how do you think the week went, do you think your doing well nothing, just yea this isnt going to work. So there is my weekend, trying to figure out my next step, taking a step back and seeing what I might have missed, and seeing what the big guy has in mind for me. So there you go! Current Mood:  contemplative | | Monday, January 2nd, 2006 | | 10:20 pm |
New job!
I start my new job tomorrow! YEAH ME! Im really excited, the most excited Ive ever been about a job, the pay is is GREAT, its exactly what I want to do and it has full health insurance! I go in tomorrow for the first day meetings etc and will find out the work schedules etc. I dont know when normal hours will be, but its 40 hours a week. I get a brand new work van, which rocks! Im just really excited about this! And I start on my birthday! Which by the way, so far has been great! Its lasted a week so far, starting down in Portland where my lil niece and I had a joint party, we made out own cake and built matching cookie monsters at build a bear. Then last Friday went to Chuck E Cheese and had a blast! Then tonight went again to build a bear and built a really cute teddy bear then to Old Spag. Factory for dinner. Tomorrow we are going out for ice cream cause I didnt know when I would get home from work etc. Anyway, all this to say this year is starting out right and it ROCKS! Current Mood:  energetic | | Sunday, December 11th, 2005 | | 3:38 pm |
go hawks!
Sitting here watching the Hawks whup the 49ers...sorry Elizabeth : ) Last night Thya and elise and I went downtown after shelleys party to go christmas shopping. We were supposed to see the christmas boats but screwed up on the time...bummer...but had a fun time shopping...nothing like taking a 10 year old shopping for her mom. its cute what she picked out! Then we went on a horse carriage ride around downtown...I had never dont that before and it was a blast! It was so crowded with people down there it felt like New York! I loved it. k thats it! | | Friday, November 25th, 2005 | | 11:50 pm |
Its been a week and Im still sick! I finally got rid of my fever today, so I should be all better soon. Thank God!! I spent all yesterday on the couch, sleeping most of the time. I was supposed to cook the turkey day dinner but was in no shape to do that. T cooked it all for me, which was really cool. She did a great job! I hardly ate anything but what I did was great. Hope everyone had a good Thanksgiving! | | Tuesday, November 15th, 2005 | | 4:23 pm |
I am so done being sick! This crap has moved from my head to my chest and seems to really love my chest! Good thing is cold meds make me really happy!! I was supposed to work up at the bar and do some painting today, but there was no way I could be on a ladder..would have killed myself! I did go into my other job, which is going ok. Its pretty relaxed here. They announced the "holiday" party will be at some place on Lake Union this year. That might be the best thing about this job, the parties. | | Saturday, November 12th, 2005 | | 10:30 pm |
. ARE YOU OVER 18? thank God! 2. WHAT IS THE WALLPAPER ON YOUR CELLPHONE? A woman walking on the beach 3. DID YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP LAST NIGHT? heck no! sick sleep sucks! 4. FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THIS MORNING? what meds can I take? 5. WHAT DO YOU HAVE HANDY AT YOUR BEDSIDE? um, baseball bat and keys 7. GRILLED OR FRIED? mostly grilled 8. WHAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE? um....I sleep with a teddy bear? 9. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK? no 10. FAVORITE HANGOUT? right now the Rose 11. 3 THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT? um...air water and food 12. FIRST THING YOU WILL BUY IF GIVEN 1 THOUSAND DOLLARS? cant think of a thing! 13. FAVORITE SONG(s)? Beautiful Mistakes Frankie Pereze 14. WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID Of? Being broke 15. ARE YOU A GIVER OR TAKER? giver 16. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? Kaje, KT, Kate, KJ 17. WHAT IS YOUR DAD'S MIDDLE NAME? Lloyd 18. MOST RECENT MOVIE THAT YOU WATCHED? Hitch 20. STUCK ON A DESERTED ISLAND & COULD HAVE ONLY ONE THING? My dog!!! 21. FAVORITE T.V. COMMERCIAL? that really cheezy one at christmas, Foldgers, where the older brother comes home..makes me cry every year! 23. FIRST THING YOU'LL SAVE IN A FIRE? my pets! Parker and Calhoun 24. WHAT IS YOUR EYE COLOR? Depends on what color Im wearing! (they are hazel and change daily) 25. WHAT ARE THE THINGS YOU ALWAYS BRING WITH YOU? pocket knife and cell phone 26. WHAT DID YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU WERE A KID? a grown up! 27. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY DO WHEN THE CLOCK TURNS 7? sleep 28. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDSHEET? a cool sea foam green! 29. WHO DO U WANT TO MEET? hum....someone who gets me? yea! 30. HOW'S LIFE TODAY? Its been better, but has also been much much worse! 31. WHAT DO U THINK ABOUT BEF0RE Y0U G0 T0 BED? What job I have to do the next day | | 10:17 pm |
how do you do this?
Ok, so it might be the rum, but I cant figure out how to make a picture work on here! I dont know how to resize it to make it fit. Hum, well maybe the new software I bought will help, but no way in heck am I attempting to load that right now. To much cold meds and that other stuff! | | 10:10 pm |
Sick~
Ok, so I am such a baby when Im sick! I want to be taken care of and loved on, too bad there isnt anyone here to do that! The woman Im "dating" dosent seem to give a shit right now, so Im on my own! Thats a sure sign things arnt going the right way if you ask me. Which your not, but you could be! I am currently drinking rum and chai tea, and man oh man does that help you feel better! Can hardly remember I dont feel good! Exept for the pounding head and the crap in my throat. Very sad thats its 10pm on a Saturday and Im at home, by myself. Said woman that Im "dating" has gone to bed, so its just me and Parker the dog...ok, somebody take the keyboard away from me..I could rambel on here all night! So on that note, good night everyone, no clue who everyone is but thats all good. Night! Maybe this would be a good time to find a picture to put up here!!! (good idea) | | Friday, November 11th, 2005 | | 3:44 pm |
Its about time!
Ok...I finally started one of these! So now you all can have a glimps into my life and all that good stuff. It does feel a little odd to type on here and have complete strangers know about me and my life, but hopefully you all are nice strangers! The type of strangers I would want to know. I suppose I should get a pic on here too, so if you see me out you can say hey..thats the one who did...and laugh! |
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